Unkindly Showing Kindness

zac | March 11, 2010

The past few days have taken their toll. The cancer in my abdomen is growing. I can feel it expanding with my fingertips. The pain is getting worse. Every day is worse than the day before. I am taking pain medicine around-the-clock now. I sleep about 60-90 minutes at a time. I yearn for an [...]

Heaven Is More Than Enough

zac | February 15, 2010

I have spent many hours thinking and reflecting on what will happen to me upon my death. It occurs to me now that much of that has been quite selfish.
I suppose I have always wondered about heaven. What will it be like? There is so much we know about heaven from the Bible and there [...]

You Are Not A Creator

zac | February 15, 2010

Here are some propositions:
God created everything. This creation was ex nihilo, or out of nothing, which is something only God can do.
Genesis 1:1 — In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth.
Everything God created gives glory to God.
Psalm 148
Praise the Lord!
Praise the Lord from the heavens; praise him in the heights!
Praise him, all [...]

Worship God Not God’s

zac | December 3, 2009

We should worship God for who He is, not for what He has done.
We should worship the Creator, not the creation.
We should worship the Healer, not the healing.
We should worship the Provider, not provision.
Great are the things that God has done; may we not forget it is Him who does them.
Magnificent are the things God [...]

Thanksgiving 2009

zac | November 26, 2009

‘Tis the season to be thankful. I’m thankful for:

My God and His love for me — my relationship with Him has blossomed over the past few months; He has been speaking to me in new and interesting ways; that keeps me going
My wife Mandy — I cannot imagine living the past 11 years (especially the [...]

Thanks, God; A Modern Psalm

zac | September 24, 2009

Save me, O God!
I am sinking in the mire,
My cries make me weary.
The Lord hears his own,
His mercy flows like a river at His command;
It has consumed me.
Thank you, O God, for your healing.
Your steadfast love is apparent;
I see it everyday.
Be merciful to me, O God,
For in you I find peace and refuge.
Remain my protector.
Help [...]

On Having Spider-In-Your-Bed Urgency

zac | June 5, 2009

I woke up one morning this week and noticed a spider resting on the crown molding directly above my face. I ignored the spider and started reading Psalm 71 (per an earlier recommendation from my Aunt Laurie in Flagstaff, AZ). As I was reading, I looked up every so often and gazed at the spider, [...]

Can Darwin Win?

zac | March 4, 2009

Or do we have an innate desire for God? I read an interesting article that points out the downfall of evolution’s popularity and also posits the following: perhaps mankind has evolved to have faith.
“There is growing evidence that man, as a result of his brain, is wired to believe in higher powers, not just because [...]