Cancer, Probably; A Poem
I was just unhooked from my IV and told I may get to go home tomorrow. In celebration, I wrote a poem.
Cancer, Probably
I have cancer,
I have cancer,
You probably don’t.
I am 32,
And I have cancer,
You have probably never heard of anyone that young having cancer.
Since I have cancer at 32,
They said I was one in a million,
You probably aren’t.
So I am very special,
And I am very great,
But you will probably outlive me.
Hi Zac, I linked to you through Tony Morgan and I’ve been following your journey. I’m a Certified Tumor Registrar, so actually I have heard of lots of people – some younger than you with cancer. I HATE CANCER and that is why even though I changed professions, I still work for a small rural hospital reporting their cancer cases for them so we can find trends, etc. and make a difference.
I’m praying for you. The difference in you having cancer and some others that have cancer is that you know Jesus, the Healer. I still believe in miracles. I know that right now a miracle probably seems like such an inprobablility; however, nothing is impossible with our GOD.
Zac, I’m not sure if you remember me, but I was the Youth Minister at Thomas Road Baptist in Phoenix when you first came back from Quito. I am in Kansas City now. I learned of your lemon in an email from your dad. My wife and I along with our Missions Team at Glenwood Baptist will be praying for you and your family. Love the poem.
powerful poem. I dont like the last sentence. Love you bro. We are praying.
Yo Zac,
I hear your fear. I too was diagnosed with Cancer at a very young age. I’m 29.
I encourage you to take hold of you spirit and point it upwards. In this time when your body may become very sick, your spirit can continue to grow and be strong.
Being diagnosed was the hardest and best thing that has ever happened in my life. Check out my story at … http://www.welivenow.org/about_live_now/
If I can do anything to help, just holler! Peace with you brother.
I guess that makes us 2 in a million, brother! Your scar is bigger than mine.
I’ll be praying for ya! (via @tonymorganlive on Twitter)
zac, you don’t know me–will probably never meet me.
but i had cancer too… at 23. it’s a scary thing, the “c” word…
praying for you…
I am praying for you and your family, Zac. Thankful you can express your heart through writing and poety and bless the array of emotions that are there and will come. I will follow your journey through your blog. No pressure to communicate, as I understand the lack of energy and can only imagine the overwhelming feelings that go along with this; but, please know I’m with you and if you ever want to “talk,” via phone or email, I’m here. You’re a piece of my heart, Zac. I love you, my friend.
Sigh.
I think some people see this and they don’t know what to think or what to say or how to react. Commenting on the prior update/blog entry is much more of a straightforward affair for most. Not for me.
Actually, as much as I have tremendous respect for you for how you’ve handled (and discussed ) this all so far, it was this poem that gave me the most comfort. Funny, you’re the one going through this and I somehow need comfort. Strange, no?
But it was upon reading this that I finally smiled and I said (out loud, no less), “That’s Zac being Zac.”
Much respect. Seriously. Know that you are in our prayers. Know that a lot of people care a great deal about you, Mandy, and the kids. Thank you for the updates.
I was very moved by your poem and my prayers go out to you and your family as you are facing this trial in life. I used to repair radiation therapy machines so I would see people of all ages battling cancer. The youngest patient I’ve seen was 3 years old. Every time I went to a site to repair the therapy machine and would see the patients at the center I would always silently pray for them before I started my work. I would pray that the Lord would watch over them, heal them, and to comfort them. My family has a history of cancer so it is always in the back of my mind. Again, I will be praying for you.
In His Hands,
Stan
Zac:
I just learned of your situtation. I left Sun 6 weeks ago and have out of the loop somewhat. I wish I had got to know you better during the time you were in the Springs. After reading your blogs and your website, I realize I didn’t know a side of you that leaves me in awe. Be brave my friend, you will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Joe
Hey Zac…okay, I admit it. I think the cancer sucks and so does the poem! I’m praying for you everyday.
Wanda
Zac,
You are definately one in million buddy – but not for the cancer’s sake. You had the courage to follow your heart and make that leap of faith when you left TRW a few years ago – few of us can say the same…
As for your “authors” photo – What’s up with that? Looks more like a mug shot!! Mandy – Make him post a better photo!
Your’s in faith,
Mark